I really don't know what to do, when everyone who meant something to me when I was younger gets waste & worthless, or we're not in touch anymore. I feel quite lost when I see all these people I once loved getting lost, getting at least drunk every time they have an occasion to. I'm scared when I see all these young girls having sex with guys who don't give a shit about them. I feel quite insecure watching their parents watching it, but not seeing.
Being different is really hard.
I'm not saying I'm a saint, I made wrong decisions being or not being aware that I'm doing something wrong with my life. But if someone is aware of doing something wrong but still feels okay with it, I don't know what this world is up to.
Post scriptum: I'm not a material girl, but I really like my sweater <3 it's so comfortable & warm :)